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On Overdue Goodbyes

Wed Apr 22, 2009, 9:46 PM
Life sure is interesting, beautiful and weird, isn't it?

I haven't blogged here in a long time. In that time, amazing things have happened, and terrible things have happened. Through all of it, however, I've still held true to myself. I remain me, though I'm not nearly as depressed or afraid of change as I used to be a few years ago.

I'm about to graduate from university, move away from my family and best friends, cross the continent, and start a new chapter in my life. I'm a software developer, and I've made a commitment to become a full-fledged professional in my field.

However, I realize that, like an idiot, I didn't keep my name segregated from this pseudonym, so anyone who Googles my real name will see this. Anonymity is easy to get rid of, but almost impossible to recover later. As a result, people can still see a pretty angsty, immature part of my life that, while my own writing, isn't an accurate representation of me, and I can't really do anything about that. Which isn't to say that everything I've done here has been that bad, but my "aggressively anti-religion" streak and my conflicts with ~CaptainQuirk (with whom I've since reconciled) are not moments I'm especially proud of.
If you're reading this because you stumbled across it while Googling my real name, know that although I did write everything you see here, it spanned high school and my first year of university, and it was a pretty crazy time in my life. Besides that, I had only seen a sliver of life. Since then, a lot has changed.

That being said, aside from pictures of myself and references to my name, I will not be deleting content from this account. Although I'm not thrilled with everything I've written here, this journal and the poetry I've written are still a part of me, and represent a pivotal time in my life. And it would be a pointless endeavour anyway, since nothing is ever truly gone and forgotten once it's been on the Internet.

This will be my final entry on DA, give or take. I've made some pretty awesome friends here, and I enjoyed my time here back when I frequented DA. It's still an amazing place with an amazing community of talented people, and I have nothing against it. I just want to start fresh. If I begin blogging again, it will most likely be under a different pseudonym in a different corner of the Internet. I'll definitely try to let people know if and when it happens.

All the best, everyone. Never lose your spark.

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Skrypnyk - Until Next Time...

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  • Interests: Gaming, Anime, RPGs, Books, Weekends
  • Favourite movie: Spiderman 1 and 2, Matrix Trilogy, LOTR Trilogy
  • Favourite band or musician: Do As Infinity, Nightwish, Hamasaki, Brilliant Green, Nobuo Uematsu, OC Remix, the list goes on :P
  • Favourite genre of music: J-Pop, Trance, Techno and a bit of Classical ^_^
  • Favourite poet or writer: Richard A. Knaak
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: Winamp and iPod
  • Shell of choice: She sells seashells by the seashore.
  • Wallpaper of choice: Anything dark blue. (Currently Vortec Space)
  • Skin of choice: Pale.
  • Favourite game: Threads of Fate, Xenogears, FF7, Rez, Castlevania (SOTN), Quest For Glory Anthology, Megaman 1-X5
  • Favourite gaming platform: Playstation 2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Tekkaman Blade!
  • Personal Quote: "Never lose your spark."
  • Tools of the Trade: Keyboard, mouse, logic.

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:icontsukikorain:
Just popping in to say *poke*. ^__^
:iconantooine:
Thanks for the :+fav: mate!

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"Don't try to be a great man ... just be a man. Let history make its own judgments" - Zefram Cochrane, circa 2073

Tai'Shar Malkier! Tai'Shar Manetheren! Tai'Shar Shienar!
Carai an Caldazar! Carai An Ellisande! Al Ellisande!
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Haha! Got you with a DA snow ball!

It's the start of..... Snow Ball Fight 2005-2006 !!!!
One rule to this game....
You can't hit someone who has already hit you!
Now... go out there and get as many people as you can, before they get you!

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"Don't try to be a great man ... just be a man. Let history make its own judgments" - Zefram Cochrane, circa 2073

Tai'Shar Malkier! Tai'Shar Manetheren! Tai'Shar Shienar!
Carai an Caldazar! Carai An Ellisande! Al Ellisande!
:iconcalyxx:
Hey I know you!..well..sort of ^_^'
i always wondered what your da name was...but never asked. too bad we couldn't go ddr that day..maybe next year.

and :hug: thanks for droppin by!

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caly.x.
:iconkainsularei:
Hey! Ain't that crazy? I know you too! =P

Twas too bad we couldn't DDR... Con and devMeet were still really fun though!
I'm in Toronto over the winter for a work term so we should totally get our DDR on at some point over the next few months! :)

And thank you for the watch! Don't mind if I... WATCH YOU TOO! :D

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*signs, with a flourish*


Kain Sularei
:iconcalyxx:
lmao XD and you can laugh at me....cause i TOTALLY suck at ddr *tear*.

oh well. heh. but for sure! Definitely gotta get together for ddr...then i'll kick your ass in time crisis 3 ^^

and :hug: thankee for the watch! i seeee you! heh

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caly.x.
:iconin-due-time:
Thanks for the visit. Sonic 3's so great :D Who knew hedgehogs could snowboard so well. Bless you sonic, bless you.

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It's Galleriffic

"So then I'm crying and she's crying and she's giving me the whole 'it's not you it's me thing' and then she turns into a wolf and goes out the window."
:iconkainsularei:
It's too bad the snowboard bit was so short, and only really involved one (or two?) well-timed jump(s) to get every single ring on the slopes.

How did he get a snowboard whilst being fired out of a cannon anyway? I mean, he was shot into Ice Cap from Carnival Night, right? Where'd the board come from? =P

I must agree. Sonic 3 was incredible. So was Sonic and Knuckles, and the combination of them both. There were just so many different routes to take! Sidescrollers never do that! Or all those large areas you could fly around in with Tails... *sigh* so good. :)

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Kain Sularei
:iconin-due-time:
It was all you could wish for in a game *looks off dreamily*. And you're right about where he got the snow board from, doesnt really make sense =p. These new games just dont have as much fun-ness. Good to see another sonic fan around.

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It's Galleriffic

"So then I'm crying and she's crying and she's giving me the whole 'it's not you it's me thing' and then she turns into a wolf and goes out the window."
:icondarthie:
watch+ you
I must keep eye on poetry project!

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But I don't want to lose her

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